| well yesterday was ok, I ate more than I wanted but it wasn't too terrible since I went to the gym as well. I have so much homework it's unbelievable, a lot of it is due in a week or so but I want to do it now so that next weekend I can just enjoy being with my boyfriend and not have to do any work though it's looking like I'll have to bring work over there anyway.
In:
peach-o candy 230
redbull (2) calorie free
6 piece chicken nuggets 240
Out:
elliptical 20 min
CW: 136.8 |
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Kit-Kat 210
diet coke
CW:137.2 |
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southwest turkey wrap 270
coffee w. soy milk 40
laxatives
didn't do well the past couple of days, a bit less than a week to look half decent before my boyfriend sees me. |
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| ugh only 10 days til I see C and I still need to lose like 8 lbs, that's probably not happening lol. I'll just try and get to 133 by the time I see him, I think I can do 5.
I had an awful binge yesterday, tacos, biscuits, rangoons basically everything fried from like 5 restaurants on campus. completely disgusting. I got into an argument with my boyfriend and my day was just going so shitty. but oh well it's over and luckily I didn't gain. I don't think I'll lose tomorrow though, today has been good but I still feel full and I almost never lose when I'm full, plus I can just tell when I'm going to lose weight/gain weight and I don't think it's happening tomorrow.
In:
black bean/corn salad
humus/mini pretzels
grapes, kiwi, watermelon
coffee
not sure about the total. I really need to try and stick to just fruit and veg though. maybe I need to do a juice fast for the rest of the 10 days? I'm really not sure
CW: 138.2 |
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| I'm so upset right now, I mailed C's birthday gifts to him, the mailing website said it had been delivered but he never got the package :( I'm so so dissapointed. I put so much thought and effort into getting his gifts :-/ I'm just hoping that it turns up soon. It's his birthday today and instead of being sweet I was in such a bad mood bc of the delivery screw up. he's so sweet though, he's tried cheering me up ( on HIS birthday he's trying to make me feel good? I don't deserve him haha).
I did well with food yesterday, I was too upset to eat anyway and period has been driving me crazy. this is def one of the worst periods I've had in months. thankfully the cramps have finally stopped. I was surprised at my weigh-in (don't know why I've been weighing myself since I'm on my period lol) and I hope today gets better.
CW: 138.8
In: grapes, kiwi, watermelon, orange fruit salad |
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